3 days

3 days.

3 days until Kai is due.

It is only 3 days.

Of course he could come late. In which case we could still have another week or two.

It is starting to feel like he is never coming. Even though I know it is only a matter of time now. I can't explain it. I just feel like it is never going to happen. Like in 10 years I will still be waiting for him to be born.

Why is waiting so hard?

Sigh........

We may have to change our plans. We were all planning to travel to get Kai. But, currently, Ash, Lulu, and J-man are sick. Ash was up all night with a fever. I am not sure if it is the flu or not. He is miserable. This morning 3 of the other kids were complaining that they don't feel well. Great.

Great.

Great.

Great.

I often wonder why things can't just be easy. Why can't it ever go smoothly. It always has to be a battle.

If you are looking to get in touch with me I will be here. With sick kids. Waiting. Forever waiting.